Bestie

You know it all Bestie. Yes I do! Even if you don't tell...
This is for all the Best friends!...**BFF**

you hold those tears behind
And laugh as if nothing happened
The fake charm cannot defy the gloom
wrinkles of struggle are evident
Those glistening eyes have no more room

That deafening scream of a wounded soul
The losing grip of those shaky hands
Though you keep strumming a melody
As earnestly you try to cover up
Can't hold any more of your agony

Why don't you let me in?
Why do you close ur heart?
Why do you feel its shameful to bare?
Why do you bleed in solitude?
Why do you think its hurting to share?

The silent sobs have become your voice
Why don't you break that out loud?
Why do you want to bear it alone...?
The heat charring you, burns me too
How long you would have kept me unknown?

The despondence just gives in
You know that, don't you?
Yet you show me just bliss
You still try, you still pretend
Though I want to be a part of this

Pour your heart out
Melt your pain in me
Cry and be light
I am always here for you
You can hug me tight!

We are together bestie
This phase will pass
This melancholy will fade
Let the waters of time try
Our bond has a stronger shade

Love Letter

This is so so close to my heart and I wish to share this on the onset of Valentine's. The best time...so here it is.. let's see how many of you can hear the same tune of the ringing bells, the breeze singing and clouds sweeping u off your feet to take you to cloud 9!
Yeah!...all that I felt while writing this one!

I wanna do all crazy stuff with you..
I wanna have fun..be wild
I wanna have a hell lot of
looking at you!

I want you to be smiling
When you read this...
Like I do, when I read your eyes..
God... Am so in the zone!

I can not face you..
You will know that I blush!
I can not meet you
I worry that I may not stand still...

I just want to be in THIS zone..
almost numb with happiness
Mesmerised..surrounded by
Your thoughts and just..myself!

No strings attached
Yet feel so wanted
So suave and yet
So sensuous...

Every breath seems fresh
Every problem sublime
Every corner of my heart content
Every beat is a rhyme

There's something
Unworldly in you,
That, I can't express
though I have written so much

Feels like I make love
With every word
I write for you..
And that's, just for you

Just want to capture, hold
Just stay put..
This undefined happiness
This sunshine and breeze

Just want to
keep floating in this
Forever...
And ever!

Omran to Santa

As different the title seems so is the poem. It's complex, might feel difficult, believe me, it has been difficult and strange for me while writing too. #Aleppo kids have seen the worst in a small time. #Aylan and #Omran are examples what brutality these innocent kids have gone through. May humanity prevail and there be #Peace.

Santa, what have u got for me?
Can you keep it on hold?
As there's no Christmas tree
With aching legs and sore eyes
Will take time to reach n see
Only, if I have a destiny to be told

Got and lost a lot you know
See this new place I roam
Though a little cold
Shoddy and shabby
But I can safely sit and fold
They now call it my home

No friends, no school
All good n bad together
Have given me a new name
Refugee, shrugging they say
Give me tough time in the game
Were fickle, if I had my dead brother

I have cried a lot before
Still they say I should try
Release agony, cry out loud
But inside I feel nothing
Choked by the gusty cloud
Now I don't know how to cry!

There, they have happy hugs
But here, all I get is hate
With explosions and guns
And death in sight
And corpses in tonnes
I don't know what they celebrate!

Sending their last goodbyes
Mourning on their plight
Living mortified and sad
A clan , I no more recognize
Never thought it can be so bad
Santa, Will there ever be Christmas light?

पुरानी मोहब्बत...

कभी कभी मौसम भी हमें पुरानी सुहानी यादों में ले जाता है....हमें ऐसी कुछ बातें याद दिलाता है जिन्हें वैसे तो हम भूल चुके हो पर दिल के किसी कोने में उसका अस्तित्व हमेशा से है ये याद आ जाता है...कुछ ऐसी ही होती है ..पुरानी मोहब्बत....हमेशा आकर्षक एवं मोहक।

ये बादामी धूप
गुलाबी सर्दियों का ये जूनून
हवाओं की खुराफाती सरसराहट
परिंदों का बेवजह चहकना
फूलों की ये बेजा मुस्कराहट
ठहरे पानी सी ज़िन्दगी में
गिट्टियां फेंक के छल्ले बनाती
इशारों में इतना प्यार जताती
मुझे ही घेरे, कानो में कुछ फुसफुसाती
छेड़ती गुदगुदाती ये तितलियाँ

मौसम की ये सारी शरारत
समझ आने लगी है
ये ख़ामोशी भी अब तो
शिद्दत से कह रही है
शहर में लौट के आई है
किसी और के सपनों की चुनर ओढ़े
मेरे निश्छल अधूरे एहसास सी
इतनी दूर होके भी कितनी पास सी
हर पल भूल के भी याद सी
कच्ची कैरी के स्वाद सी

पुरानी मोहब्बत...

तुम हो तो मैं हूँ

This poem speaks about the immense power one feels when together with their love, that one starts defining their existence based on the sheer presence of it in their life. This is the very base of marriage....love and belonging. Feeling that it's not two separate people, it's their soul in unison. I am blessed and I know everyone can relate to it...feel blessed and wear the Crown of being in Love with pride!

तुम हो तो मैं हूँ

तुम्हारे साथ ही

हर पल की दिव्यता है

हर उपलब्धि में

दुगनी ख़ुशी है

हर लक्ष्य पूरा है

ये साथ ही, जीवन कथा है

संघर्ष क्षणिक है

अक्षुण्ण जीविता है

तुम्हारे हाथ ही

पालन है, तारण है

आशीर्वाद भी, स्नेह भी

तुमसे ही, प्रबुद्धता है

तमस भी धवल है

आनंद का आभास है

तुम्हारे साथ से ही

इक्षायें असीम है

चमकता प्रारब्ध है

तुमसे ही, हर साँस है

तुम नहीं जहां, वहाँ 

मै भी नहीं

अंशमात्र भी नही

तुम हो, तो, मैं हूँ

स्वतंत्र हूँ, सर्वत्र हूँ

तुम हो, तो ही, मै हूँ

तुम हो तो मैं हूँ 

तुम हो तो मैं हूँ 

संतान

Dedicated to the magic God has bestowed us all with...mesmerise with peace it brings to be someone's child, to be a mother. Satisfaction of the highest accord....feel what i feel when I write about the beauty of this relationship!

संतान

धूप मेरी और छाँव तेरी
ये रिश्ता सीधा सादा
उलझन सारी खोल दूँ आ
रख ले सब आधा आधा

आँसू सारे दे मुझको
रख उतनी ही मुस्कान मेरी
यूँ भीगी हों मेरी पलकें
तू जग मे फैला मुस्कान मेरी

सौन्दर्य है तू और सँवर
नदियों का ले उन्माद अविरल
धारा है तू मै हूँ भँवर
गहराई मेरी तू उन्मुक्त उछल

चमके तू दीपक सा धवल
उस दीपक के तल का मैं तमस
जग को दे देना तू दिवाली
हर लूँ मै तेरी हर अमावस

पर हर रूप हर भेष मे
तेरा सुख ही मेरा निदान है
खुश हूँ मै तेरे हर सुख से
माँ हूँ मै, तू मेरी संतान है

Thank Thee!

Life is so unpredictable. We should always remember to thank each and everyone in our lives and above all, the Almighty who gave us life and bestowed us with all our loved ones around us with abundant showers of blessings! Here's one for who I value and thank in my life...let them know that you are incomplete without them all!

Thank Thee!

Opened my eyes
To find the stars twinkling
Filled with love and bright
Got Care as my Mother
Blessed me!

Walked with you beside
Held by your first finger
As I stumble, you got me
Got Protection as my Father
Thanks to thee!

Partners in crime
And innocence in smiles
Standing for me always
Got Happiness as Siblings
Laughing spree!

Warmth of togetherness
That touch divine
Emotional anchor
Got Love as my Hubby
Together as We!

Hugs and kisses
Laughter galore
Mischief's prime
Got Innocence as Kids
So grows the tree!

God showered grace
And love in embrace
Thankful for his stance
Everything One has IS a Blessing
Let yourself Be!